Feeling good today
I am feeling good today. It is not as hot anymore and I got a good night’s sleep and I am in a happy mood. It is a long 4-day weekend, so I am just going to enjoy it.
I talked with my mentor and she was thrilled, and said not to worry about my promotion being affected by my maternity leave, she said as long as I was qualified I would still get it. It is weird since she influences promotions and she is my mentor, so she is in a bit of a conflict of interest situation. So I didn’t tell her that I may look for a job in another department or company when I get back, especially since I am sure my priorities will change and who knows what I will want after Mat leave.
Holy Mood Swings
So the good news is I am feeling much better. I am now at week 12 and am not feeling the same nausea and headaches that I was. I still sometimes feel gross, but it isn’t for as long or as intense. I also am still tired all the time. I think it is time to turn the air conditioner on because it is really too hot to sleep properly.
But the new thing is the mood swings, I was in such a grouchy mood yesterday and ended up in tears last night. Now it could be related to the fact that I have not had vacation in two years, or the fact that my manager is playing games with me, or the fact that I find my job dull and boring, or the fact that it is just good to cry once in a while.
I haven’t gained any weight yet. I have been hovering around the same amount. I weigh myself every Wednesday (sometimes Thursday) morning. I was on a diet when I got pregnant, but I reduced my efforts there. It wasn’t an intense diet, just cutting down on portions, and avoiding the foods I know I am not supposed to eat, and exercising more.
I am still playing ultimate frisbee, although I did quit one team because they were just too intense and I am not planning on laying-out(diving to the ground) or running-full-tilt. My other team is more friendly and I am staying with them. My doctor said I could play until week 18. So I can finish the season, but I am going go pass on playoffs because that will be two full days of playing and I don’t think I will be able to handle that in mid-September.
I am meeting my mentor next week so I will ask her what she recommends for the best way to tell my manager. I work in a pool of a few hundred resources (consulting), so there is no job that needs to be back-filled, they will just have one less person in their pool for a while. However I am going to be re-assigned to a new project in September so I will need to tell them that the end date cannot be longer than mid-January.
That is all for now, I am glad some of you are enjoying my blog. Feel free to leave comments.